I’ve been thinking of past occurrences of manifestation when there was no friction or obstacles. In each instance, I knew that it would happen. Not a pseudo affirmation-based belief but an actual “knowing”, like a memory of the future.
I don’t have that this time.
It doesn’t feel wrong, it just feels like I have ultimate free will. If I really want it, circumstances will transpire to make it happen. It almost feels like a test to show me that I really can have anything I want, but-- do I really want it? Or need it? Maybe there’s something else.
As Jim Carrey once said, “Sometimes compromise is the Universe showing you something better than what you desire”.